Halftime

The first half of the year has three weeks left. I felt that I've done so many things but with very little fulfillment. But I've been praying all year long to find my 'point of engagement' and I think it's coming....in the second half.

It's halftime now and I need a break. To recharge. Find my space. Thankfully I'm having my getaway next week. It'll be a good time away from everything, as I prepare for my new job. Yes, in case you don't know I've been blessed with a new job in July. It's about time to move on. Change. New progression. Sowing a new seed. Seven years...hmmm...

As I look back on myself, how I handled a project over three years ago and now, I see a massive difference. And as I look further back on myself ten, fifteen years ago and now, I would have thought they're two different persons. That's why I don't linger on criticisms. They don't know.

I'm still a dreamer (a stubborn one for sure). Same ideals, same direction, but different processes. Tired, but stronger. Freer?

Sing to me of the song of the stars

Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing

and laughing again

When it feels like my dreams are so far

Sing to me of the plans that You have

for me over again

.

And I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands...

-Switchfoot's Only Hope

Btw, it's my darling's birthday today. Happy Birthday! You put motion in my heart like the most joyful of songs. =)